I'm not here to be nice. I'm here to tell you the truth.

Right now, two things are bothering me very much. Very, very much. I don't care who reads this. And I know that at least one person is going to figure out who and what this is about.

I can't stand the fact that right now, I see an amazing girl who is sweet as good lemonade in the summertime, feeling so lonely. She tells me she's losing her best friend and I don't know what to do except be a best friend to her. I'm not trying to replace anyone. I'm just giving her what she needs. A real friend. A true friend. A friend that will always talk to her. A friend that will forget homework and forget to study, or just plain ignore it, just to talk to this girl for an hour. Or even fifteen minutes. This girl deserves this. We all deserve this. Most of us.

Then there is the person on the other side of this. The 'so called best friend'. The one ignoring this girl. The one who doesn't seem to care. I like this girl. Or so I think. But, she's making a big mistake. She's not giving the other girl the best friend she deserves. She's leaving her out in the dust. She's making her feel alone. She's making her feel like she's losing something. A part of her. And she doesn't even seem to care. She doesn't even seem to try.

This bothers me.

It also bothers me that someone has the nerve to thinking crying is a weakness. Crying is one of the most human things to do. Why do you think God gave us tear ducts? To wipe away dirt from our eyes and to show emotion. I wish I could do it more, but I cannot. Crying does not always equal weakness. Cutting equals weakness. Cutting yourself because you can't deal with yourself or problems you face is weakness. You probably have it better than a thousand other people and you're being selfish. You're bleeding because you can't handle something. That ... that is weakness.

I'm tired of being nice.
I'm tired of saying things in the nice(r) way.
I'm tired of telling the truth and telling it slant.
I'm going to be honest with you now.

You're not stupid. But, what you've done is stupid.

xo.